im going to miami on monday wii xD
then on dec 26th im going to NY and finally im going to LA on jan 1st

i didn't want to go there.. i'd just wanted to spend holidays with my mother and sister, but my father insisted so i accepted...

hope to find nice stuff there ... and motivation as well... i haven't draw anything in weeks... i feel so empty... maybe i really need vacations...


that's the update..
see ya in a couple of weeks .. if i got inspiration of course...


and...

expectation .. you're the worst part of the life... i hate u... u always disappoint me... .__.

im still alive D: but not in an artistic mood
D:

so goodbyeee

school last year is such a pain.. i dont have so much time.. specially for the art .. so im going to be a little inactive sorry

I already know the answer but let see....

[x] smoked.
[x] consumed alcohol.
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
[x] kissed someone of the same sex
[x] had someone in your room other than family
[x] watched porn
[ ] bought porn
[x] tried drugs

TOTAL: 8 omg


[ ] taken painkillers.
[ ] taken someone else's prescription medicine
[x] lied to your parents
[x] lied to a friend
[x] snuck out of the house
[x] done something illegal
[x] felt hurt
[ ] hurt someone
[ ] wished someone to die
[ ] seen someone die

TOTAL: 13


[x] missed curfew
[x] stayed out all night
[ ] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[ ] been to a therapist
[ ] received a ticket
[ ] been to rehab
[x] dyed your hair
[x] been in an accident
[x] been to a club
[x] been to a bar

TOTAL: 19


[ ] been to a wild party
[ ] been to a Mardi Gras parade
[x] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night
[ ] had a spring break in Florida
[ ] sniffed anything
[x] wore black nail polish
[x] wore arm bands
[x] wore t-shirts with band names
[x] listened to rap
[ ] owned a 50 Cent CD.

TOTAL: 24

[x] dressed gothic
[x] dressed girly
[x] dressed punk
[x] dressed grunge
[x] stole something
[x] been too drunk to remember anything
[x] blacked out
[x] fainted
[x] had a crush on a neighbor [I don't see whats so bad about that..xD]

TOTAL: 33

[x] had a crush on a friend
[x] been to a concert
[ ] dry-humped someone
[x] been called a slut
[x] called someone a slut
[ ] installed speakers in a car
[x] broken a mirror
[ ] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
[ ] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush.
TOTAL: 38

[ ] considered Ludacris your favorite rapper.
[x] seen an R-rated movie in theater.
[x] cruised the mall.
[x] skipped school.
[ ] had surgery
[x] had an injury
[ ] gone to court
[ ] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping
[x] caught something on fire
[x] lied about your age.

TOTAL: 44

[ ] owned/rented an apartment/house.
[x] broke the law in the police's presence (that was sooooo awesomeeeeee .... graffiti art rocks!!!)
[x] made out with someone who had a GF/BF
[ ] got in trouble with the police.
[x] talked to a stranger
[ ] hugged a stranger
[x] kissed a stranger
[ ] rode in the car with a stranger
[ ] been harassed.
[x] been verbally harassed

TOTAL: 49


[x] met face-to-face with someone you met online
[x] stayed online for 5+ hours straight
[x] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight
[x] watched TV for 5 hours straight [TV is boring]
[x] been to a fair
[x] been called a bad influence.
[x] drank and drove.
[x] prank-called someone
[x] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex [With a friend..?]
[x] cheated on a test.

TOTAL: 59


If You Have Less Than 10.. write [I'm a Goody Goody]
If You Have More Than 10.. write [I'm still a goody goody]
If You Have more Than 20..write [I'm average]
If You Have More Than 30..write [I'm a bad kid]
If You have more than 40..write [I'm a very bad influence]
If You Have more than 50..write [I'm a horrible person]
If You Have more than 60..write [I should be in jail]
If You Have more than 70..Write [I should be dead]

OMGGGGG IM A HORRIBLE PERSON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TT____________TT

there are so many reasons to be happy....

just the fact of being alive is so woooooww..... woow i'm thinking a lot of interesting stuff .... (and im not high ¬¬ )..

the 3 girls I like go in my school bus... 2 of them live near me ... 1 of them is one of my best friends O_O

omg my class delegate is sooooo hot.... i practically droll for her when she talks or she's looking to me ... but then this is too physical .. cause she's .. hmm.. a bit dumb ... but yay i want yuri with her! ... then my friend is cute... she's like.. i dunno.. i like her a lot.. but i lose hope every day T_T .. and the other girl i just like her .. but nothing happens... and guess what... funny fact.... all of them.. the 3 girls have the same name!! looooooooool

and then ... just few months to graduate from highschool... i still don't know what to study but i don't care... i think i'll just leave the country for a while... i have no plans for my life anyway

i think it is just better when u are positive... and this is very weird on me but... who cares... ^^

ah... im going to upload stuff soon.. i have drawn a lot but im too lazy to paint them on ps... yeah wt

that's update¡

Lf recommends :
To play Luna Online ...!!! it's so fuuun!! love it
To read Strawberry Shake Sweet manga!! yay for julia-san and ran-ran now they're my favorite yuri pairing x3
To find a lover if you haven't found someone,,, love love love

that's all now!
bye
sayo
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